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<tr align="center" valign="top" bgcolor="#FFFFF"><td align="left" colspan="5" >It takes a lot to pull yourself up from such a slump, I myself have been there.  You say you write, but now your writings depress you, however those writings  are freeing you from keeping such horrid thoughts in your head. Although it  may seem satisfying to see the people miss you if you took your own life, you  would miss so much. There is so much to life that you have yet to discover, go  out in the world and find yourself, that is the way you find happiness. And  find a friend to talk to you, you'd be surprised how many would listen.</td>
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<tr align="center" valign="top" bgcolor="#FFFFF"><td align="left" colspan="5" >Honestly, I can relate greatly. Well, not exactly like that ... but simular in emotional scarring. I also have thoughts of scuicide. What mainly even gets me through the day is the friends I trust the most in. That certain someone to have a chat with in a time of desperation to hold on to that last will to live for some god unknown reason. All I have to offer is a suggestion to search for that one who helps ease the pain - friend or lover, anyone. Just do not give up quite so quickly: It might seem difficult at first, and also afterward even over a few months period. No matter what, force yourself. It still hurts deeply, however, it cannot last forever. Remember that. That probably did not help all that much, but if you would like any more advice, let me know and comment back.</td>
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<tr align="center" valign="top" bgcolor="#FFFFF"><td align="left" colspan="5" >I was going to kill myself about a year ago. I thought that I was actually going  to help my loved ones, getting rid of myself and saving them from having to  deal with my worthless life. Then an old friend of mine beat me too it, so to  speak. Trust me when I say, the action of suicide alone will kill part of your  friends and family. It leaves behind nothing but a mess, a horrible, pain  people feel for eternity. Life doesn't seem like it's for you anymore, but it is.  Maybe this part of your life is over, and it's time for you to go someplace new,  meet new and different people. It sounds like your not happy with your life,  don't give up on it, change it. Make it better, make it what you want. That's  how you should deal with that pain. And the actions of that girl only affirm  that she wasn't who you thought she was. So there's still someone perfect out  there for you, i suggest you go find her. Liberate yourself from these emotions  and people surrounding your life. But not through death. </td>
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